Feels so strange to no longer have diplopia (double vision). A person can really adjust to any condition in life, even being half blind. The other eye just gets stronger (or more strained?) in the process.

Just as I am adjusting. Just as I can only get stronger. And there are some things that I simply have no idea what to do about. Deciding one way or the other makes me feel bad, and taking action makes me feel worse each time I give into temptation. As small as the matter is, I cannot try anymore. As small as the decisions are, I cannot decide anymore. So I choose to do nothing, and if something is to happen, let God be the one to reveal it to me.

For now, I shall sit tight as the roller coaster starts moving.