It's a mighty fine line between living in regret and trying to remember the mistakes you don't want to repeat. But I regret a lot of things.

One of them is not being confident enough in who I am. Letting my true self and personality take a backseat to the image I wanted to live up to, the company I was intimidated by, shrinking into the needy pathetic attention seeker I became. Struggling to do the right things and be the right type of person that fit into the lifestyle I perceived, I ended up boring, lacking opinions, unintelligent, timid and lifeless.

Once again, I can see so many things I did that screwed things up.

From now on, no matter what, I won't compromise. Take me as I am or leave me be.