I think I'm doomed for solitude.

Just don't see any consistency or emotional stability in me to maintain a calm non-needy relationship.

And I apologize to the different groups of people in my life, for the times when I just couldn't be bothered to invest in some friendships and for the other extremes when I couldn't stop obsessing about other relationships.

A life of solitude is easier, when you choose the mask you want to show the world. It's easier for people to stay in like with you. Because they don't get to see you long enough to be driven away by your madness.

And I can really be the Mad Hatter.

:D