I be flying off to Penang in a bit. Leaving the airport in half an hour.

Self control is so difficult. It's so easy to forget that I'm not a kid anymore. I always remember Mom's advice/story about her employee who would get upset and emotional and defend herself by saying, 'But I'm only human, I have emotions.' And Mom told her, 'Yes, but being mature means controlling those emotions.' And I always imagine being an employee spoken to like a child by my boss. So I try to be the adult my age says I am.

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It seems to be mutually exclusive for me - attraction and good communication/friendship. I'm never attracted to people I find myself very comfortable or able to click very well with. Like, what's up with that, man.