I feel like a really lazy writer now that everything I do is so easy on my Tumblr, with instant gratification. It just looks pretty without effort.
Tonight I realized that I should try harder to make some amends. I miss life where friendships were easy, where I never once got into a fight (I think) or conflict because I just couldn't take anyone being upset with me or not liking me. Either that or I just became apathetic to a friend's lack of interest in me. It used to hurt really badly though, still does, when someone stops caring about you.
I've grown settled in my ways, my life without certain people. And I'm happy. But there is some unfinished business and some old gold friendships I should try to save. So I will. God willing. :)
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