Lulls

Has anyone ever experienced friendship lulls? When you feel like you're doing all the initiating and saying hi but people don't seem too interested in reciprocating?

It can get pretty demoralizing, wondering if you're just indispensable to others. This is when being in a steady relationship can provide the security you need, knowing that someone's always got your back and is that 24/7 on call friend.

In times of crises, people bond in such incredible ways. The past year has brought me closer to so many people and we've done such fun spontaneous things just when we most needed it. But now that things are moving along with people starting work and meeting new potentials, it feels like we've separated again. Like that period was just something I imagined and if there weren't photos, I would have no proof it existed.

There's always only one thing to do - wait it out. And be patient that someone out there wants to spend as much time with you as you want with them.