Give Me Meaning

I desperately need something meaningful in life.

List of possible meaningful things in life:

1. Charity work
2. Skillful hobby
3. A relationship
4. A pet
5. Dentistry
6. Church/God

Number 3 is out.
Number 4 is not going to happen when I spend about 3 waking hours at home everyday.
Number 5, I feel a huge obligation towards, especially after all the JN talks about my lack of 'owning the patient' and 'need to observe the way other operators speak'. But it's terribly hard to get out of my mentality of prioritizing number 3 above everything else in life.
Number 6, I try. It's more of a back up life saver than my energy fuel. Story of my life.
So it's down to number 1 or 2. Yeahhhhhh. I'll think about it.