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I feel like I'm reaching a point of stability. And I really don't want anything to mess it up. It's a point where I don't want to know, care or hear anymore, because I've tried the desensitizing alternative and it's like placing your hand on the bug zapper intentionally again and again. So I really hope there's some finality to this. That I can really just lock it away and never have it come back to hurt me anymore, past, present or future. Especially future.