Finally let myself get emotional over something today. Teared a little watching/listening to A Drop in the Ocean by Ron Pope. Don't know why the versions I found sound slower, though.

I feel like a need a good cry. Like it'll settle all my nerves and send all my confused feelings into one clear direction.

Quite terrified indeed for when this protective environment vanishes in a week and a half. I don't ever wanna go back to that place.