I told myself that there's nothing to expect. Even if it happened, it would mean nothing. Yet, here I am still waiting. Because I still want to matter. Because it's sometimes still crazy that I'm now a nobody, not even a friend. I know that deep down it's for the best, that this is the easiest way forward. And a part of me is relieved because the decision has been made for me. All the more reason not to care anymore, because I'm done caring. Done trying.
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